Okay so their is this guy I like we been messing around for a year or so & he wanted to chill so I got one of my friends to take me to see him . we went to his house . I was nervous the whole day but for some reason I felt like I was no longer scared . we started off missionary . It hurt so bad like.. YOU know how you CUT YOURself and get soap in your cut and it starts to burn thats how it felt . it was burning before he could even get the tip all the way in .I was holding on them for dear life .
Ive heard so many experinces about peoples first time but it wasn’t like what I thought it was gonna be . it did hurt . I felt like I was getting spilt open but. On a scale 1-10 it was like an 8 of intensity . I am into church and I wanted to wait till marriage I do feel bad that I didn’t wait but I also feel relieved like I was tired of being one . I haven’t told anyone iM not a virgin anymore it’s like a deep dark secret I don’t think I’ll tell anyone till my birthday next month . but we didnt even really text afterwards but i think I’m okay with that . I don’t feel attached. I feel like I can move on now .
- Name: anon12(:
- Gender: Female
- Age of Virginity Loss: 17
- Current Age: 17
- How would you categorize your story?: Secret
- Country: us
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