Nov 232015
 

I was shy all through high school and, never let any of the guys I dated go too far with me. It was 4 years that I was single when I thought, maybe it’s because I don’t have sex. I pressured myself into thinking I should just go ahead and, get this over with. I met someone that seemed like a good guy and, ended up being the complete opposite. I didn’t want to have sex with him unless we were in a relationship. We went to hangout one day and, he says “oh shit I forgot a condom.” And I said “I wasn’t planning on having sex this is a big deal to me, I’m not ready for this yet”.

He ended up getting mad at me and I got scared. I didn’t want to lose anyone again so after the fifth time I said no I said “fine! Just get a condom.” Keep in mind we weren’t in a relationship and, never ended up in one. We were on a bed making out for a while when he started taking off my cloths. He ended up putting it inside me and he ended up having a small penis (lol) I didn’t really feel much. I had to fake an orgasm because he started getting mad that I was taking long to cum. At one point though (THIS IS THE IMPORTANT PART LADIES) he wanted to try going in my ass so I thought well fuck I already lost my virginity might as well get this out of the way.

I didn’t like it and HE PUT IT BACK IN MY VAGINA. I wasn’t thinking clearly at the time but later realized how bad it was of him to do that. I’m 20 now and have been suffering from urinary tract infections ever sense he made that mistake (when I was 18). LADIES say no if you don’t want to do it! He’s not worth it if he doesn’t respect you!!! I wish he would have listened to me when I said no. All in all, I’ve been on and off medication for my uti for the past couple of months. By the way, after he did that my first uti was so bad I was urinating blood and, had to go to urgent care.

I hate him more then I can put into words. I wanted to warn any ladies out there who want to lose there virginity. Just be careful please. 1- make sure he wears a condom 2- make sure if you do anal he doesn’t put it back in your vagina 3- if you say no, DON’T GIVE IN!!! This has mentally scarred me for life. It’s made me depressed. It’s made me lose respect for myself. Please do yourself a favor and, think it through whatever it is you are going to do. I say all of this with care.

  • Gender: Female
  • Age of Virginity Loss: 18
  • Current Age: 20
  • How would you categorize your story?: Against my will
  • Country: USA
Nov 232015
 

It all happened so fast. I was walking home from school with a few friends of mine who was my age as we frequently did. It’s weird that this particular day, we talked about sex. I was the only one who was still a virgin. I admitted it proudly, saying my virginity is something special that my future husband deserves. Call me old fashion, but it’s what I believe. Everyone except my two best friends, Tyler and Amber laughed. They assured me that if it’s what I wanted, that’s what should happen. Finally, we passed everyone’s house, and I was walking home alone. I passed by an alleyway, and I thought I heard someone calling for help. I looked, and by the dumpster, there was a woman in her late 20’s to early 30’s calling for help. I ran over to see if I could help. She said she broke her ankle. She was wearing heels, so she could have.

As I knelt down to help her up, I felt someone grab me from behind. One hand covered my mouth, the other arm around my neck. I couldn’t breath, and I started to pass out. The last thing I saw was the “injured” woman stand up. I woke up a little later in a van. I looked around, but I couldn’t tell where we were. I stood up and tried to get my head straight, but the back doors opened. The woman and I assume the man who grabbed me were standing there, smiling at me. The man got in and took off his pants. I flailed my arms and legs, kicking, swinging, anything to get him away. But he over powered me. He ripped my school uniform off. I knew I was going to have sex if I didn’t run. He threw me down on the van floor. That was my chance.

I ran, but the woman was in the outside. “You’re not running, sweetheart. We want you, now.” She threw me back in the van and closed the door. The man forced himself on too of me and ripped the rest of my clothes until I was naked. I cried, blushed, was scared, and everything. He took off his boxers, showing his huge cock. I tried to run again, but he started choking me. I was a skinny virgin who could barely fit one finger in my pussy, this was going to hurt. He kissed me, and grabbed my boobs. He was my first kiss. He then, forcibly shoved his throbbing cock inside. I screamed as loud as I could, it hurt so much. I heard him laughing. “Babe, we just caught a virgin!” He laughed. I looked down. Blood was on his penis from tearing through my hymen. I cried and screamed the whole time. It didn’t take long for him to cum. And he did it inside me. He took me in a few positions, and he came in me a lot. Finally, he was on top again. I don’t know why, but I wrapped my arms and legs around him.

He laughed. “She’s turned into a complete slut!” My mind was blank. He came twice more. Once in my defiled pussy and again on my face and chest. Finally he was done. It went on for hours. I could barely speak. I couldn’t stand, or move. “That was for someone special.” I cried to mussel over and over. They drove me back to the city and dumped my limp and broken naked body in the streets. I was surrounded by people. They asked if I needed a doctor. I just said “I want to go home…” One kind soul took me home. He wrapped a blanket around me and took me to my house in his car. I told my parents what happened. A few days later, I could go to school. My friends asked me where I was and I told them I had sex and they cheered. I told them it wasn’t like that, that it was rape, but they still cheered like “Now you know what you’ve been missing out on.”

Not long after, my belly got bigger. I was pregnant. I didn’t want a rape baby, so I had my mom take me to get an abortion. I now suffer PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) because of this. I have had many relationships, but I still believe I should sleep with my future husband, so I’ve been heart broken a lot too because I don’t want sex from a boyfriend. I left all by friends except Tyler and Amber who helped me and are still helping me through this.

  • Name: Tiffany
  • Gender: Female
  • Age of Virginity Loss: 14
  • Current Age: 17
  • How would you categorize your story?: Against my will
  • Country: California, USA
Nov 152015
 

I was with my friends camping. it was only us and my best friend’s boyfriend. over the past few weeks i could tell he liked me. he would always look at me and talk to me. but he was 16 and i was 13. ok so back to the story: the second night that we were at the campsite my and my best friend Anna were by the stream tossing rocks. it was pretty late too. about 11:30 probably. Anna was getting tired and said she was going to go to her tent to sleep. i told her ill stay here at the stream for a little longer since it was so beautiful. so after about five minutes Anna’s boyfriend, Zach, came over and sat by me. we talked for about ten minutes or so and then all of a sudden he pulled a rag out of his pocket and put it in my mouth. i couldn’t talk. he then brought me over to the stream and took of my shorts.

i tired to scream for help but couldn’t. he took off the rest of my clothes and started feeling me. i couldn’t believe he was doing this. to my surprise out came his penis. i tried to get out of his grasp. then he inserted it. it hurt so much. he had a wicked smile on his face. Then a light went on by the tents. he stopped and took his dick out. he must have thought he needed to hide now. so he carried me down to a little area down stream where the water pooled.

he then lowered me into the water! it was cold. he had to hold me so i wouldn’t go under. of all things he started at it again. it still hurt so much until there was a even stronger pain. I think my cherry popped at this moment. because after this it didn’t hurt as much and started to fell really good. Zach took me out of the water layed me on the ground and came all over my face. it was so gross. it had a sticky-slimy feeling and it was warm.

He said that if i ever told anyone about this he would hurt me and do it again. im no linger friends with Anna and Zach now.

  • Gender: Female
  • Age of Virginity Loss: 13
  • Current Age: 20
  • How would you categorize your story?: Against my will
  • Country: United States
Nov 012015
 

I live with my grandparents and they are super strict and super religious. My grandpa still spanks me. Last month they went away for their 50th anniversary and asked the pastor at our church to babysit ( so embarrassing). On the Friday night I got home 20 minutes after curfew. I knew I’d get spanked cause grandpa went over the house rules with pastor Tim.

After awhile I was still bent over the table he pushed himself into me. I can’t tell. Who’d take my word over his. 

  • Name: Emme
  • Gender: Female
  • Age of Virginity Loss: 16
  • Current Age: 17
  • How would you categorize your story?: Against my will
  • Country: USA
Nov 012015
 

It was my sophomore year of high school and me and this girl were dating about a month she was so cute and innocent. Then one day as we were walking after school through a stairwell she threw me against the wall and started making out with me. After about 5 minutes she was rubbing my cock threw my sweatpants and before i knew it my hands were rubbing her too. (This wasnt my first time getting this far so I had prior experience). She started to moan a little as a bit her lip and sucked on her neck. After i got her stimulated she started sucking my cock. After about 30 seconds she pulled her pants down and sat on me. I said, “no get off stop”! And i pushed her away.

She blocked the door and said, “you’re fucking me or we’re over”. She came back over and inserted me back inside herself. She started riding me fast and hard for the next 5 minutes . It was okay i guess she got off and put me in her mouth where i eventually came. It wasn’t how or who i wanted to lose my v too because later that week I found out she has taken 10 virginities at the age of 14. After finding that out she a major whore i dumped her and never spoke to her again. I still tell my friends im a virgin.

  • Gender: Male
  • Age of Virginity Loss: 15
  • Current Age: 17
  • How would you categorize your story?: Against my will
  • Country: America
Nov 012015
 

so there was a guy (couple of years older than me) I use to talk to years ago and we lost touch, he somehow managed to get in touch with me one late night and instantly we decided to meet up. I was going through some pretty tough times and was feeling very venerable and so he asked to pick me up from my house the following morning. we spent hours together and I enjoyed it! it felt like we’d known each other for so long and we’d never been out of touch. he kissed me and I flinched and I had explain why I was so terrified and didn’t want to get into anything serious and just wanted to be friends.. we ended up still kissing though. he took me home later on and messaged me the whole night and stayed on the phone to me all night. he asked to see me the next day and so he came to pick me up. we went back to the same place we did the day before and was talking some more. he told me he really liked me and after yesterday he just remembered how much since he use to like me when we use to talk all them years ago.

I told him I had just come out of a serious relationship not long ago and was not ready for anything to risk getting myself into more heartache. we kissed and so on, he made me feel comfortable. I had no reason to doubt him. he was a lovely guy. he’d call me every night (even when I didn’t want to be on the phone) we’d see each other quite often and he’d pick me up and we’d have an amazing time together! we started getting really passionate to a point we was both really heated up, he’d get me to sit on top of him and slowly grind and he’d do the same motion back. one day he bought me over to a hotel room and I told him I couldn’t stay long and he told me nothing was going to happen, I had nothing to worry about. we had dry sex (motion of thrusting with clothing on) and not long later I had to leave. soon he started showing possessive behavior where he’d be all kind and loving and then instantly snap making me so scared of him and when he’d realised I was scared he’d apologise immediately. he did this a lot, he got angry so quickly over small things, over silly things.

he was paranoid I was talking to other boys or that another guy would snatch me away from him and he’d lose me again. I reassured him that would not happen but he didn’t seem too certain. when I hung out with him he was amazing id love every minute of it but as soon as I got home and I wasn’t there in front of him he’d act strange with the sudden outbursts of anger or constantly needing to be on the phone to me and being so paranoid. eventually I thought it’d be best if I took myself out of that situation and stopped talking to him. few months later he wanted to see me and I thought it wouldn’t be so bad since I felt I had control over the situation and we enjoy spending time together. he seem to really want to see me and I knew he wouldn’t do anything to hurt me as he seem to be so protective.

I went over to his house that day and we just got talking and to be totally honest I missed his company! he gave me a kiss and took me into his room and lay me on his bed. we were there for a while and he asked me to get comfortable so he took off my shoes and my jacket and then asked me to take off my jeans as they were pretty tight. he reassured me that we wont be having sex, especially since he had no condoms and so I did. he held me tight just stroking my hair and my legs and then pulled me in for a kiss. we was passionate. we kissed for a long while and we had dry sex. he slipped his trousers off and I just thought it was for a closer feel. he put his hands on my panties and slid a finger in and I remember word for word him saying “OMG you’re so wet!” and instantly pulled off my pants and went down there and worked his tongue on me.

at first I pushed him and tried closing my legs, but i gave in, it felt good and so i let him. i had my eyes shut the whole way through and then opening them again as i suddenly felt him get back on top, i hadn’t realised while he was down on me he took his boxers off too. so i looked at his and he started kissing me and suddenly i felt him enter me and i gasped in pain. i asked him right away “what are you doing!? you need to get up” and he smiled and said it was okay .. i told him it was hurting me a lot and so he slowed down a little but almost instantly sped up again. i cried a little hoping he hadn’t noticed. minutes just felt like hours and every time i asked him to stop he told me it was okay. he looked right at me and whispers i looked sexy when enjoying it and then told me to make sure i take the morning after pill. i wanted to get up and leave! how could i do this without making such a scene and causing drama.. he was a big guy on top of me thinking i liked every moment. need i mention there was a dog (which im absolutely terrified of) sitting right outside his room door.

so i held tight, shut my eyes and let him finish off as he manhandled me around. and then he ejaculated inside of me not giving the slightest bit of care that i was not on any type of contraception. he got up and threw over a roll of tissue and told me to clean up and quickly get dressed because someone was coming over and so i did just that without saying a word. he pointed out to me i was bleeding and i told him it was my first time. i quickly left his house crying on the phone to a friend for two hours and then for the next 3 weeks, i changed my phone number a few days after and haven’t been in touch with him since then. My word of advice, things happen even if you’re not planning for them to; so don’t get yourself alone with a guy thinking you wont have sex. even if you’ve both discussed it wont happen.

sometimes a feeling can be so strong over a guy he may not always be able to control it and keep up to a promise. so that’s the story of how i lost my virginity.

  • Gender: Female
  • Age of Virginity Loss: 17
  • Current Age: 18
  • How would you categorize your story?: Against my will
  • Country: UK
Aug 232015
 

So I was 15, about a month before my 16th birthday. Me and my boyfriend, J, had been dating for two months-he was 17. From the moment we started dating it was all about our bodies. I was inexperienced in every way possible but he knew his stuff. After a couple of weeks he texted me one night and said, “my family wants to go out and have lunch tomorrow with you. But before that they’ll Be gone and I’ll have the house to myself…” I said “well, we can have some fun I’m sure” I said this because earlier that day he was mad at me for not giving him a hand job from the day before. The next day as I was waiting on him to pick me up, I was anxiously walking around my kitchen and living room talking to my mom and sister about how “15 years are so dumb for having sex.” What a hypocrite I was. My mom even said “I’m so glad you found a respectable boy like J.” If she even knew the crap he wanted me to do while we were just friends.. He picked me up and as we were going to his house we sat awkwardly in the charger as I told him about my conversation with mom and sister. He laughed nervously. We got to his house and it was completely empty.

As we entered he took my hand and I felt a spark go through me. I knew then that I was about to lose my virginity. We went this room and immediately got to business. I gave my first blowjob here. HE HAD THE SMALLEST DICK EVER! 3.5 INCHES!!! But I didn’t laugh at the time.. I just sucked what I could haha. Then after I somehow ended on top without my pants on I said “are you sure?” He said “it’s up to you.” At that moment I didn’t care. I was ugly then and I was scared that I wouldn’t have sex again for a long time so I did it. It didn’t hurt because..well..there was almost nothing to feel. What bit I did feel it was I guess nice. The whole time i was thinking: “this is nice. Could be better. I always imagined losing it to the song POUR SOME SUGAR ON ME. Oh that was nice. There’s no music. My shirt is still on. Oh hey he’s moaning maybe I should moan too. Booty grabbing-yes!” After five minutes he came and I said “that was amazing” to make him feel better.

After that moment our whole relationship was nothing but sex and sexual actions. I was an object to him. He even made me (Yes made me) have sex with him after church multiple times. at the time I thought we would last forever but Looking back on it it was terrible and I wish I had waited for marriage. Honestly that sounds cliche but it would’ve meant more. And I probably would’ve found someone with a bigger dick. We ended up breaking up two months later. He got what he wanted from me-and his ex back.

Guys and girls reading this–don’t have sex with someone because you don’t think you’ll ever have sex again. It’s not worth it. And guys/girls/your preferred gender: if you’re 13-15 and a 16-19 experienced person wants you SAY NO because chances are they’re using you. And don’t dowhat I did. I regret 100% of my relationship with that guy. I’m now in a relationship with a great person and he’s wanted nothing like that from me-and its been a wonderful four months. Hopefully it stays this way.

  • Name: Anon
  • Gender: Female
  • Age of Virginity Loss: 15
  • Current Age: 17
  • How would you categorize your story?: Against my will
  • Country: USA
Aug 092015
 

It all started I had this bestfriend we did a lot of things to get her we meet on Instagram but I was just cool and we saw each other at my track meet one day. He had me laughing we was cool but we always talk 24/7 like I thought nothing would happen but then we end up having sex. We had sex a lot but he took my virginity he ha four my legs up In the air all that type stuff …but after that he started not texting me then he try to mess with my friend but I call her like family and they try to fuck each other ..but he don’t know she had a std at the time and I wanted to tell him. But I didn’t ,so then. He would pressure me to doing things on FaceTime sending him nudes he basically used me he block me on ig and Facebook he would ignore my calls and text and he would say I I don’t do this we not cool or best friend or say bestfriend do real things he kept pressuring me like now we don’t talk at all and I’m hurt as always now I told him how I feel he don’t lists so I said you fuck me and left and I’m so upset he don’t understand but he only hmu when he want something or want to fuck me but now i know I was getting use. I advise yall girls to wait. I thought he wasn’t one do my dirty but he did it really hurts me to

  • Gender: Female
  • Age of Virginity Loss: 14
  • Current Age: 15
  • How would you categorize your story?: Against my will
  • Country: United states