I lost my virginity last night.. I’m 15 and so is my boyfriend. We have been together for over a year, and we have had our ups and downs and went through a break up for a few months, but it has all worked out and now we are closer than ever. We are very mature for our age and have a real relationship, and both love eachother very much. I have experienced all of my firsts with him; kiss, makeout, touching, everything. He never pressures me and is so sweet to me. I gave my first handjob about 5 months ago a bit before we had a break up, and I did a horrible job and didn’t know what I was doing lol. He fingered me for the first time that night as well, and it hurt but also felt good. Sorta sucked though because I have never been able to orgasm and he had to finish himself due to how bad I was lol. He had never done anything more than makeout with a girl before me, so this was a first for him too. We broke up a while after because we just weren’t working anymore. After a few months we talked and sorted things out and decided to try again. It has been about 2 months and things are better than ever.
We have started to progress sexually over the bast few weeks. He has fingered me twice and I had given him two handjobs before last night (not including the first one) and actually did a great job and made him cum both times. So this weekend, his parents were away and we had been talking about me coming over for a few weeks now. I biked 10km to his house and we just hungout and played video games and it was great, he beat me in guitar hero but I kicked his ass in NHl. I gave him 2 handjobs the first day. He was tired afterwards, since it was 2am and he was starting to pass out. I was really in the mood but also I couldn’t really do anything since I was on my period talk about bad timing.. Although the bleeding was at a minimum (gross I know, sorry) I didn’t want him to finger me cuz I thought that would be gross lol. He said he didn’t care but still.. But anyways he was starting to fall asleep and I just kept kissing him and I was on top of him, kissing him and his neck and jawline. He kept saying he was tired but I could feel that he was getting quite excited. He jokingly asked if I wanted to go for round three and I asked if he even could, since he was so tired.
He flipped me over and got on top, engaging in an intense makout sesh with some grinding and lots of touching. We were just in our undergarments and I pulled down his boxers so he was naked against me. Previously, he had entered me for just one stroke on a previous weekend, but we never counted it as having sex.. But this time he moved my panties out of the way and rubbed against me and then entered me slowly making sure it was okay, and in response I raised my hips to meet his. I didn’t just lay there, I moved my hips with his and helped him achieve deeper penetration. He then went at it, hard. It felt so good, and there was slight pain but the pleasure overpowered it.
Sadly, it only lasted about 30 seconds since we were both virgins and he went hard at it. He pulled out before he came, and then he apologized for coming so quick, but said it was because it felt so good. We then cuddled after and just talked, and I had a few regrets because I am pretty young and we got carried away and did it without a condom.. Even though he didn’t finish inside me I know there is still a risk.
We talked about it after and he said that he wanted to wait until after highschool before we do it again, because even though it was great we don’t want to take any risks with pregnancy since we both want to go to university. We also will definately use a condom next time. We just got lost in the moment, especially since we never have any privacy due to both of our parents watching us like hawks. Afterwards we both fell asleep together while cuddling and watching a movie. When we woke up, he was telling me about how much he loves me, and made me breakfast even though he can’t really cook lol. It sucked that I had to bike back home, but it was still great.
Not sure about how to feel about losing my virginity though.. What do you think? Sorry for the long story lol. And that’s how I lost my v-card!
- Gender: Female
- Age of Virginity Loss: 15
- Current Age: 15
- How would you categorize your story?: Young
- Country: Canada