It all happened so fast. I was walking home from school with a few friends of mine who was my age as we frequently did. It’s weird that this particular day, we talked about sex. I was the only one who was still a virgin. I admitted it proudly, saying my virginity is something special that my future husband deserves. Call me old fashion, but it’s what I believe. Everyone except my two best friends, Tyler and Amber laughed. They assured me that if it’s what I wanted, that’s what should happen. Finally, we passed everyone’s house, and I was walking home alone. I passed by an alleyway, and I thought I heard someone calling for help. I looked, and by the dumpster, there was a woman in her late 20’s to early 30’s calling for help. I ran over to see if I could help. She said she broke her ankle. She was wearing heels, so she could have.
As I knelt down to help her up, I felt someone grab me from behind. One hand covered my mouth, the other arm around my neck. I couldn’t breath, and I started to pass out. The last thing I saw was the “injured” woman stand up. I woke up a little later in a van. I looked around, but I couldn’t tell where we were. I stood up and tried to get my head straight, but the back doors opened. The woman and I assume the man who grabbed me were standing there, smiling at me. The man got in and took off his pants. I flailed my arms and legs, kicking, swinging, anything to get him away. But he over powered me. He ripped my school uniform off. I knew I was going to have sex if I didn’t run. He threw me down on the van floor. That was my chance.
I ran, but the woman was in the outside. “You’re not running, sweetheart. We want you, now.” She threw me back in the van and closed the door. The man forced himself on too of me and ripped the rest of my clothes until I was naked. I cried, blushed, was scared, and everything. He took off his boxers, showing his huge cock. I tried to run again, but he started choking me. I was a skinny virgin who could barely fit one finger in my pussy, this was going to hurt. He kissed me, and grabbed my boobs. He was my first kiss. He then, forcibly shoved his throbbing cock inside. I screamed as loud as I could, it hurt so much. I heard him laughing. “Babe, we just caught a virgin!” He laughed. I looked down. Blood was on his penis from tearing through my hymen. I cried and screamed the whole time. It didn’t take long for him to cum. And he did it inside me. He took me in a few positions, and he came in me a lot. Finally, he was on top again. I don’t know why, but I wrapped my arms and legs around him.
He laughed. “She’s turned into a complete slut!” My mind was blank. He came twice more. Once in my defiled pussy and again on my face and chest. Finally he was done. It went on for hours. I could barely speak. I couldn’t stand, or move. “That was for someone special.” I cried to mussel over and over. They drove me back to the city and dumped my limp and broken naked body in the streets. I was surrounded by people. They asked if I needed a doctor. I just said “I want to go home…” One kind soul took me home. He wrapped a blanket around me and took me to my house in his car. I told my parents what happened. A few days later, I could go to school. My friends asked me where I was and I told them I had sex and they cheered. I told them it wasn’t like that, that it was rape, but they still cheered like “Now you know what you’ve been missing out on.”
Not long after, my belly got bigger. I was pregnant. I didn’t want a rape baby, so I had my mom take me to get an abortion. I now suffer PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) because of this. I have had many relationships, but I still believe I should sleep with my future husband, so I’ve been heart broken a lot too because I don’t want sex from a boyfriend. I left all by friends except Tyler and Amber who helped me and are still helping me through this.
- Name: Tiffany
- Gender: Female
- Age of Virginity Loss: 14
- Current Age: 17
- How would you categorize your story?: Against my will
- Country: California, USA