I lost my virginity in the early summer of 1986 to my 1st cousin. I was 13 and in 8th grade. He was 15 and in 10th grade. We lived in neighboring towns so didn’t see each other much. He was very athletic, on the weight lifting team, and gorgeous. Our grandmother had gall bladder surgery and needed assistance for 10 days. (Back then surgery recovery times were longer.) Our grandfather could only take 1 week off so Shawn and I were asked to help for the last 4 days of her recovery, but was offered to stay for the week. The plan was for Shawn to help with the outside chores and I would help with the inside. The house was a two bedroom house and back then kids our age, and being family, sleeping in the same bed was thought of to be innocent. Our first night was a Saturday night. Shawn and I talked as cousins typically would. We eventually started talking a little about sex. I told him I was still a virgin and he admitted he wasn’t. He claimed he had been with three girls already; his third was his current girlfriend.
We went to bed and nothing happened. Although I did wake up in the middle of the night to find us spooning. Shawn behind me, our legs crossed with his thigh up against my buttocks, and his right arm wrapped over my waist with his hand laying on my left elbow. I could clearly feel his penis pressing on my rear. It wasn’t hard, but it sure did turn me on! Sunday grandfather showed Shawn how to feed the animals and other related things while grandmother showed me around the house. Another uneventful day and we went to bed much the same as the night before. As we were getting into bed I asked if he knew we had spooned then night before. He knew. He had waken up and cuddled on purpose. When grandmother had come in to check on us as she went to bed we faked being asleep. Once she left the room closing the door, Shawn snuggled up behind me, spooning up to me once again. Only this time he really pressed up against me, firmly planing his thigh against my crotch and deliberately rubbing my breast. I moaned and told him to stop. I was tired and wanted to sleep. He continued so I grabbed his hand and said, “Not tonight dear. I have a headache.” He chuckled and with that we went to sleep. Monday we did as we were taught. Shawn did his outside chores and I took care of what little house work was needed.
Shawn and I flirted all day. He would coop a feel of my ass and breast every chance he could. Mid afternoon we went out to the barn together and once inside he pushed me up against a wall and dove in tongue kissing me. I was VERY receptive. No one had ever done this to me. His hands were under my shirt and all over my body. My nipples were quick to respond my I became wet almost as quick. After a minute or two he opened my jeans and ran his hand down to my crotch and started finger me. My first time for anyone to touch me down there. He found what I later learned was my G-Spot. I went to the heavens in a mind shattering orgasm. He placed his other hand behind my head to hold my head tight against his lips. He did this to help keep my voice down. Once I came back down to earth he pulled back from me and asked how I liked it. I couldn’t hardly talk. I just closed my jeans and laid my head back. The rest of the day Shawn continued his groping me at every opportunity, keeping me very turned on.
I had to put on a padded bra to try and keep my erect nipples hidden from sight. Monday night grandfather said we had done a good job taking care of things and looked tied. He suggested we go to bed early and so we did. He and grandmother did too. Grandmother checked on us as she usually did. As soon as she shut the door Shawn’s arm was around me and we were kissing like starved sex addicts. After about 10 or so of heavy kissing and foreplay our clothes were off. He moved to go down on me. This was my first time to have oral. I couldn’t hardly breath. After my orgasm Shawn moved up and started kissing me. In seconds I felt him place himself at my opening. He broke the kiss and asked if I wanted to have sex. I told him I did quite badly, but asked him to take it easy with me. I was scared of the pain. With a smile he promised to be easy and the kiss continued. As she pushed it was fairly easy at first because he had me so wet, but when he hit my hymen he just stopped the pushing. I was thinking he’d hit my full length. He was gently humping and I was enjoying it. Then the surprise came.
To break my hymen he jabbed with force. I arched my head back and he quickly covered my mouth. He just lay there not moving. When the pain calmed I asked him, “What was that!” He said it was my hymen breaking. I aske, “You mean you can go deeper??” He just smiled and push in deeper. Once he hit his full length I could feel the difference. We had sex twice more that night. Tuesday we flirted and he groped me like on Monday. I was hoping we would do more so I chose to wear a blue jeas skirt. When out at the barn mid day we made out again, but this time he turned me towards one of the animal stalls, lifted my skirt, pulled my panties to the side and has sex with me from behind. When he was about to finish she pulled me over and turned me around pushing my head to his erection. I gave him head (my first time to give head ever) and after a few moments he blew in my mouth. I didn’t like it too much but I swallowed because that is what I saw on a porno once.
Tuesday night was more sex. Wednesday was the same. More groping and sex. Thursday and Friday grandmother returned to work and Shawn and I did our chores and had sex the rest of the day. By this time I was allowing him to cum inside of me. I hadn’t started my periods yet so I was sure I couldn’t get pregnant. By Saturday I was so swollen and sore I just sat back on the couch and watched tv all day. Shawn and I spend another week with the grand parents both in July and August. Even though he still had a girlfriend we were all over each other.
I know I went into a LOT of detail but that summer gave me a lifetime of happy memories. Shawn and I still see each other quite often. He had one child and is now divorced, and I am married with 4 children. And, yes, my husband knows that I lost my virginity to my cousin when I was only 13. And that is my (long) story to how I lost my virginity on the farm.
- Name: Sarah
- Gender: Female
- Age of Virginity Loss: 13
- Current Age: 40
- How would you categorize your story?: Family
- Country: USA, Texas.