I never expected to lose it. I mean, me and my friends dreamed of it. We even had a group chat named “Virgin Group”. Until today, I finally lost it. no pain no game. I mean, we’ve only been dating for 3 weeks. I’m bad at making decisions, always have been. I am still debating if this was my best mistake, or my worst. I’m sore down there, I’m an emotional wreck, but after it happened I felt a slight of relief. Why? I don’t know, I’m 15 and I’m reckless. After I left the guys house the first person I saw in my house was my dad, like what if he found out his 15 year old daughter lost her virginity.
I don’t even know if I feel regret. I was completely clueless and still am. Like, why did it have to hurt? Why did I not know how to give a hand job? Why was it awkward? Why was I giving it up for someone who already has a bad reputation with girls? I don’t know, I just don’t know.
- Name: Abby McKinnon
- Gender: Female
- Age of Virginity Loss: 15
- Current Age: 15
- How would you categorize your story?: Young
- Country: United States
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