So, I’m sure most of you know what it can be like being 17, ya know the whole “I hate my parents, I don’t want to live here” stuff. Ya, that was me alright to the point where I had been talking to a guy online who was 3 years older then me. We hit it off pretty easy, he seemed like a really nice guy. Finally it came to the point where a “friend of mine” and I decided we didn’t want to live with our parents anymore so we packed our bags and we ran away. We hitch hiked to the closest major city, which happened to be where the guy was from. Once we got there we headed for the mall and I texted him saying I was in town and asked if he wanted to meet finally. He replied saying ya, but he was bringing his room mate with him.
My friend and I waited in the mall and when he arrived he gave me this great big bear hug, which was amazing. After that, we all went to the theater and he paid for my ticket in which he stated ” If this movie sucks, you owe me a blowjob” Ya I had literally just met him and he was already talking like that. So ya, the movie sucked and we ended up back at his place where I did in fact give him a blowjob…. Which in turn led to my first time having anal, and his friend pretty much walking in on us..
I was pretty scared.. I ended up in the hospital the next day because he had been so rough during the anal that he bruised my ribs.. A few nights later he asked me out, I said yes of course because i thought he was a nice guy.. I was wrong. That first night of dating he took my virginity, which hurt alot.. Never having sex before that, I didnt really know what to expect and he also left a hickey on my throat that made it look like I had been attacked by a bear it was that big.., but every night after that we would have sex..
I wasnt even really ready to have sex at 17 but I did it so I could keep a roof over my head. Eventually I realized he wasnt a good guy.. It got worse everyday after I first lost my virginity, to the point where 5 months later he hit me with a door, and then when I tried to get out of the relationship I did end up in the hospital..
It was a mental rollercoaster,I mean I have a boyfriend now who treats me amazingly but memories like that never really go away. I worry that what my ex did to me will eventually screw over my current relationship due to all the issues I have now. But anyways thats how I lost my V….
- Name: Dani
- Gender: Female
- Age of Virginity Loss: 17
- Current Age: 22
- How would you categorize your story?: Regret
- Country: Canada
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