Okay ,so there was this guy I had been crushing on for a long time (we had about 200 mutual friends on facebook, but didn’t know each other in real life which was odd). Eventually I picked up the courage to with chat him. I asked him something about university because I had learned from his statuses that he was going to be attending the same university I was at! (yay!)
After about 3 months of texting,I agreed to meet up with him… And let me tell you this: He was NO catfish. He was BEAUTIFUL, Perfection. Better than his pictures. So I went with him to his house and we were in his room and he started rubbing my legs, then my boobs and then we proceeded to making out. He was really caring and asked me if I was sure I wanted to do it . I was like ‘Hell Yeah’. This dude is a really private guy so I was sure he wouldn’t tell anybody and plus, he’d be a great story to tell my bestfriends… Okay so after foreplay we started doing it and it hurt. Like , BAD! At first it was like his penis couldn’t find the right hole to go through so he was sort of bouncing around in me… then he finally got it in. I felt like dying. I couldn’t even scream because his little cousins were in the house. UGH! While we were doing it, I told him I was a virgin and he sorta stopped but then smiled and said it was okay So we texted for a few days after and then he suddenly just stopped responding to my texts. I regret losing my virginity to someone like him but I also don’t regret losing it to him. Catch my drift? And that, fellow readers, is how I lost my virginity on the 16th of October 2014 (By the way, if you’re wondering the reason why I didn’t just confront him in person, its because we’re both taking a gap year and he lives like 2 hours away).