Aug 082014
 

I noticed that our connection was intense, and so strong. After meeting him and continuing to talk to him and get to know him. I’ve never felt like doing things with any man except for him. He was my first for many things. We went on a date traded his best friend’s truck we drove off to Alum Rock in San Jose. We walked and talked about many things. Then sex came up, he felt guilty and I said I knew that I wanted him.

So we drove on a hill deep into the woods where no one was only the road, the trees and the hills. It was cold and we laid the sleeping bag on the back of the truck. He was very excited I was in a mix of emotions, all I knew is that I was ready. He began fingering me and I would moan, but it took us a very long time to loosen me up because I am very tight, and it was difficult since it was dark. Well, after frustration and wanting to have sex, I looked up to the night sky seeing his figure over me, the cold breeze on us. He finally was able to stay hard and push slightly into me. I was taken off guard and felt the pain slightly pulled back. He grabbed me and said its going to hurt but so tenderly holding me he went into me. He was very big so the pain was horrible. I was grasping and not sure if I wanted to continue but closing my eyes and mumbling the pain went away within seconds.

I remember saying “okay, okay,okay, stop and panting, then quickly saying ohh that feels good don’t stop” I cannot explain what happen but the way he thrust into me with passion, tenderness, and gentleness the pain went away. I was in so much pain that I suppose my vagina numbed itself. I would feel him then I wouldn’t. But I remember feeling so good and then some discomfort and pain. I remember that we both communicated and talked during the whole time, changing positions, testing each others bodies. It hurt but we took many breaks when it began to hurt again.

I was as daring as even trying to let him thrust me hard which felt amazing. Throughout the night we kissed, hugged, and touched. I am not a very touchy person so doing all those things under a sky full of stars, I felt in heaven and weird. It was very beautiful with him. It hurt like hell. But I am happy I had it the way I wanted it. It was natural not forced. Just in the moment and I do not regret a single moment with him. Even though our relationship has failed. I can look back and remember I had the best first time. The next times were not as painful, they got better each time, I had to get used to his size and it would hurt but longer into everything it became wonderful. I was always so scared to lose my virginity because I thought it would change me as a person.

But the truth is sex is just sex. Its not a big deal. Your virginity is not something you lose (only in special cases) but when it is by choice you gain much. I did not turn into super woman. I was still the same cute girl, but just with a new experience.

Name: Vivian
Gender: Female
Age of Virginity Loss: 19
Current Age: 20
How would you categorize your story?: Perfect

Aug 082014
 

My brother had met a new guy at the high school we both went to. They were seniors and I was a freshman. His friend came over multiple times and each time he stared at me. He was a good looking guy so I didn’t mind. One night my brother was passed out on the couch and his friend was sitting beside me watching tv. He put his hand on my knee and slowly moved it closer to my crotch. He asked if I wanted to have sex and I said yes.

I led him to my room and he quickly stripped me down. we kissed and he got on top of me and entered. It Hurt for a few seconds. He thrusted so hard I could barely breathe. I dug my nails into his back and moaned until we both came. The next day my bother saw him without his shirt and saw the nail marks and congratulated him on hooking up with a bi***.We both laughed. That is how I lost my v card.

Gender: Female
Age of Virginity Loss: 15
Current Age: 21
How would you categorize your story?: Awesome

Aug 082014
 

First, I want to start off by saying that my parents didn’t know I had a boyfriend at the time I lost my virginity. They don’t know that I am still dating him either. So, on the night I lost my virginity, I went to a concert with my boyfriend and his father. It turned out that they had purposely bought three tickets, including one for me. After the concert, we dropped his father off at their house, and we drove off to hang out some more. We stopped in the parking lot of my former middle school and started making out in his car. Suddenly, he got out of the car and started folding down the back seats of the car.

He then got into the back of his car, and invited me to the back. Me, being completely clueless about his actions, agreed and joined him in the back. We started making out again, and he started reaching down my skirt. At this point, I realized his true intentions and started freaking out. However, he was pretty persistent, and after a while, I was turned on by his actions. We stripped each other’s clothes, and he pulled out a condom that was stored somewhere in his car. Then it happened. Afterwards, he drove me all the way back to my house (which was at least 30 minutes away), where I got scolded for coming back home at 2am.

Gender: Female
Age of Virginity Loss: 16
Current Age: 17
How would you categorize your story?: Secret

Aug 042014
 

I was in this play for my theater class and afterward I saw this boy from my English class. He told me he got his license and he invited me to get some dinner with him. I agreed and we drove to get some whataburger and we drove back to the school and sat there, eating and talking about class. Then this song came on and it was getting really intimate. The whole car smelled like fries and I was getting pretty tired. He offered to drive me home and I told him I can sit for a little while longer. He told me he liked me and I freaked out and he started to kiss me. Cue freaking out even more. I wanted to get out of the car but that kiss shocked me and turned me on. I grabbed his shoulders and we made out some more. He asked me if I wanted to get into the backseat and I agreed and I knew something was going to happen. We were really paranoid too! We kept looking around to make sure no one saw us, but the parking lot was almost empty. We were making out some more and I let him touch my breasts and I never felt this before – a weird sensation of warmth. And I started peeling off his clothes and he did the same to me and before I knew it he was inside me and IT HURT SO BAD IT WAS LIKE WHEN YOUR JEANS ARE TOO TIGHT AND YOU CROSS YOUR LEGS BUT 100X WORSE then it began to sink in that this was pleasurable. And after that he drove me home and we’re dating.

Gender: Female
Age of Virginity Loss: 16
Current Age: 16
How would you categorize your story?: Awesome

Aug 042014
 

It was a minimum day at school and I knew my parents wouldn’t be home for a good 5 hours. So me and my boyfriend walked to my house and attempted to watch a movie, we automatically started making out and went in my sisters bed. Then I thought it would be funny to go in the closet and pretend we were playing 7 minutes in heaven. He tried to finger me and I kept saying no because I don’t feel comfortable with that. Then we both fell asleep.

Woke up started making out then he said “do you wanna have sex?” I said sure. We took my dads condoms then got right to it. It lasted 15

minutes and when we were done we realized the condom fell off and he cummed all inside me. And I took a plan B. And I later found out it was expired. But I didn’t get pregnant. Amen.

Gender: Female

Age of Virginity Loss: 15
Current Age: 17
How would you categorize your story?: Young