My names Casey, I’m 15 now and I lost my virginity when I was 13 years old. I was always getting in trouble, and getting into violent fights with my mother and my big sister. Every time we got into a fight I would walk to town and sit at the park to blow off some steam. One day, I was sitting on the park bench crying, and a dude came up and asked me if I was ok, and I told him what happened between me and my mother, he told me about himself, he was 22, he had his own place, and wanted me to come back to his house to cool off on the air conditioning. His house was about 2 blocks from the park, when we got there, he wanted to know if I would go fishing with him and his brother, I told him sure.
When we got to the pond, he took me to the corner near the woods and asked if I ever smoked pot before, I told him I hadn’t and he wanted me to try some. I did, then told him I didn’t feel like fishing anymore, so we went back to his place, and it was getting late. I wasn’t scared of him or anything, he was a really nice guy, and so he wanted me to stay the night, and I agreed, it would give me more time to blow off some of the steam from the fight I had earlier with my mother. As it got later, he wanted me to smoke some more pot with him, and I did. I guess since it was my first time smoking the stuff, it hit me pretty hard. After that, we sat on the couch together, and he started to rub on my arm and legs, and started to kiss me, I didn’t really know what to do,I told him I was a virgin.
He then took me to his room, I was high, so I didn’t stop him, or myself all I can really remember is feeling some pain, then asking him to stop, and he did. Then we went back to the couch, and he started to tell me about how he wanted a kid, and I would be the perfect mother (mind you, I was only 13) and how he liked me and everything. Then he wanted to have sex again, we went back into his bedroom. He got on top of me and kissed me. He spread my legs and he went in.
I couldn’t believe what I was doing. I just laid there waiting for it to end. When morning came, I left and I realized he didn’t use a condom! I went back home and tried to act like nothing happened. When my mom was doing laundry, she saw his cum on my underwear and she went hysterical. I spent the next few weeks hoping i’d get my period. As it turned out, I wasn’t pregnant. I went to tell him I wasn’t, and told him about my mom, all he could do was beg for me not to turn him in to the police, I didn’t but I do regret what happened, I just wish I would have waited for someone special.
I hope that young girls that read this will understand, that sex isn’t everything, and peer pressure is nothing compared to the grief you have to go through knowing you didn’t save yourself for that special someone.
- Name: Casey
- Gender: Female
- Age of Virginity Loss: 13
- Current Age: 15
- How would you categorize your story?: Stranger
- Country: USA