In my town, there are 2 middle schools and 1 high school. The middle school I went to was a couple blocks from the town public high school which meant a lot of older guys were in the area.
They preyed on the young girls, and alot of my friends had lost their virginity to some stupid seniors. So anyways, I had met this boy who was so cute! We met at a deli that was in the center of both schools. We talked for about 3 weeks and that’s when he invited me over. His house was nice, but I thought it was weird that no one was home. We sat on the couch in the family room and he said “You’re really beautiful, Lana.” So i said “Thank you, baby” He said “I want to be the person to take your virginity, but only if you are ready.” Then he put his hand on my thigh, and felt my vagina which was only covered by some cheap thin leggings and a Victoria’s Secret thong. I looked down at his hand, and then back up at him and before I could respond, he kissed me and carried me to his room. I knew what was about to happen, and God was I scared.
I was 14, he was 19, and he was a lot more experienced than me. He laid me on his bed and we kept kissing. He took off my shirt and bra with no problem, and I unbuckled his belt and took off his jeans. We were naked, and thank God I shaved. “I never did this before.” I whispered to him. “That’s okay, I’ll guide you through it.” He reassured me… but he didnt really mean that. I never sucked a cock before, but I guess it was time to learn. I put my head down and moved my head back and forth, playing with the tip. After a minute or so, I stopped and he went down on me. It was really weird, and wet and lasted about 2 minutes or so. After that we were in missionary and he tried to push it in. I moaned in pain, so he slowed down and slowly pushed himself inside me. Once he was in, he thrust fast, which was painful. He started to finger my clit while thrusting, and it felt amazing. I bled, and moaned and held onto the sheets. He turned me over, and I arched my back. He put himself inside me again with no hesitation and began thrusting fast again.
He came in the condom, laid beside me, and asked me if i liked it. I laid there for a moment and whispered “mhm” although I didnt like it… at all. “Good job, babe.” He whispered. To rap this up, we got dressed, I walked home and he never called me again. When we see each other, he avoids me. I thought he was special, but I should have known.
Why would he want a 14 year old, 8th grader who didn’t even know how to give a hand job?
- Name: Lana
- Gender: Female
- Age of Virginity Loss: 14
- Current Age: 15
- How would you categorize your story?: Regret
- Country: USA